Gotta get to the gym

I need to lose 5 kilos. Now. Since moving to the farm, I haven't had time for the drive to the gym which is now half an hour away. Usually by the end of the day, I don't feel like driving all that way for a spin bike class. Which BTW I love and miss. So I need to start again.

Last year, I lost some weight and became all muscly (in a girly kinda way) and felt fantastic. I have since found this weight (get back to wherever the hell I sent you) and am not happy about it. My three times at the gym are no more and that sucks.

I went jeans shopping the other day - that in itself is frightening and frustrating. Usually I am a size 12 - 14 (australian sizing) and I couldn't actually get the buttons done up on the jeans I chose *gasp in horror*.

I refuse to buy my new hot jeans in any size bigger than what I usually wear, so it's either:-

1. freeze my ass off this winter, and believe me it is super cold out here in the country, especially as we live in a shed, sorry I digress, or

2. get to the gym post haste.

Please God send me a personal trainer....