November 10, 2009

Missing.....

You are coming to the end of your time now....3 weeks to go you say.

You sigh about how uncomfortable you feel, the sleepless nights, the sore back....oh how you can't wait for it to be over.

I can't understand how you can feel like that, I never wanted it to be over for me. I still don't. I enjoyed every moment, I knew I was blessed....

You look forward to shedding the roomy clothes, to getting back to normal. It will be good to hear the baby steps in your house again. You are excited.

You don't know me...you don't know what I have been through so who am I to judge you? But what I would give to be 3 weeks away from bliss.....

Your delicious excitement is exactly how I would feel...I can't blame you. And yet, I can't listen anymore. I know I am blessed...so lucky that it makes me cry. But the sharp spear of pain that pierces my heart when I listen to you, feels like it will go on forever.


6 comments:

blueviolet said...

I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

Foursons said...

I'm so sorry sweetie. My heart breaks for you.

marfmom said...

I am so, so sorry. :-(

Erin said...

Aww M, I feel for you!!!

Laurie said...

:-( my deepest sympathies.

Sissy said...

I heart you. I'm sorry.